My Story

Hello beatuiful soul, my name is Marjan, and I hit rock bottom at 21 years old due to burnout. πŸ˜” This changed everything for me. Let me take you back to that moment:

While I am pursuing my dream career, working and studying at organizational sciences at the VU University in Amsterdam, suddenly I cannot go on anymore. πŸ˜“ I had just started my new dream job for a few weeks. At home, I sit on the bed in my student room, and my brain and body are not functioning properly anymore: burning eyes, constantly tired, couldn’t even pack my bag because my brain is so foggy, and I cannot fall asleep, for days already.

My body and nervous system are in a constant state of anxiety and stress. 😰 The busy life of always working, studying, and socializing or partying on weekends and destructive relationships has taken its toll on me.

I am completely drained, already at the age of 21, just as I was really starting out professionally. I feel disappointed and I have the idea that I will bounce back quickly. That is far from the truth. A years-long process of recovery lays ahead, and I have to start digging deep. Processing hidden, challenging traumas, bringing my body, soul, mind, and nervous system back into balance. But how? Psychologists, psychiatrists, doctors, they all help a little, but they cannot relieve the constant pain I felt in my kidneys, back, and head. So they also feel puzzled.

Then I discover that yoga and meditation are helping me: my body is finally finding peace πŸ§˜β€β™€οΈ, the pain is momentarily absent, and I start to feel glimpses of relaxation. 😌

So I start doing this at least 5 times a day, purely because I cannot do otherwise, because otherwise I am in pain or depression. After a year of intensive yoga and meditation training, I start to receive more and more clear visions out of the blue of what I truly want privately and professionally, where my passions and talents lay, and how I really want to build a life and career. πŸ’­βœ¨

I want a family, children, nothing more than that. Being there for my children, not putting them in daycare, while also unfolding my passionate talents and doing some work, or starting my own business.

So, I make it happen, step by step, within a few years. I start teaching yoga and meditation πŸ§˜β€β™‚οΈ, I get into a relationship and have 3 beautiful children πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘©β€πŸ‘§β€πŸ‘¦, I start singing 🎀, dancing πŸ’ƒ, painting 🎨, am spending a lot of time in nature 🌳, and I built a highly profitable, meaningful and ethical solar panel installation company with my partner. β˜€οΈ

A completely different life than the one I was building before, a life which was breaking me because it wasn’t aligned with my true heart’s desires. πŸ’”

The more I aligned my life, the healthier, happier, and stronger I felt. πŸ’ͺ I create my life from my higher intelligence and innovative visions: home schooling my kids with intrinsic innovative methods, building companies that mean something to the world, that help the world evolve to the next level of alignment. The closer I come to myself through the daily meditations I practice, the more my work and life is always transforming for the better.

Higher alignment, more flow, and through the inner healing and transformational work that comes with meditations, more fulfillment, ease and happiness rises. πŸ™πŸ˜ŠπŸ’–


Professional Career

Marjan, the visionary owner of Awakening Yoni, is professionally, scientifically, spiritually and artistically specialized in the field of personal and organizational development. With a deep passion for supporting leaders, professionals, and pioneers on their journey towards holistic growth, she serves as a catalyst for change in their lives and the world around them. πŸŒŸπŸŒΊπŸ’Ό

Through her transformative meditation programs, healing vocals and guidance, Marjan empowers individuals to tap into their authentic selves, unlock their true potential, and embrace their innate brilliance. As a catalyst for change, she inspires leaders, professionals, and pioneers to step outside their comfort zones, challenge the status quo, and create positive transformations within themselves and their spheres of influence. πŸ’«πŸŒπŸ”₯

Marjan recognizes that true change starts from within. By focusing upon meditation practices and healing music/vocals into her programs, she helps individuals develop self-awareness, connect with their inner wisdom, and cultivate a deep sense of authenticity. This inner transformation then becomes the driving force for catalyzing positive change in their personal and professional lives. πŸ§˜β€β™€οΈβ€οΈπŸŒ±

With her extensive knowledge, diverse expertise, and unwavering dedication, Marjan guides and re-aligns her clients towards heart-centered consciousness, where true vision and innovation arise. She encourages them to embrace vulnerability, explore new perspectives, and embrace their unique strengths as they navigate their journeys of growth and transformation. πŸ’—πŸŒˆπŸ’‘


As a catalyst for change, Marjan’s meditation programs and healing vocals/music provide individuals with the tools, practices, and insights needed to ignite their creativity, embrace innovative thinking, and lead with authenticity. By fostering a deeper connection to their true selves and tapping into their inner power, leaders, professionals, and pioneers become empowered agents of change in their organizations, industries, and communities. πŸŒΊπŸ’ΌπŸŒŸπŸ”₯

Marjan’s unwavering commitment to being a catalyst for change is evident in every aspect of her work at Awakening Yoni. Through her meditation programs and high vibrational music, she not only helps individuals embark on personal transformations but also fosters a collective shift towards more conscious and compassionate leadership, resulting in positive impact and lasting change in the world. πŸŒπŸŒŸπŸ§˜β€β™€οΈ

Experience the transformative power of Marjan’s guidance and meditation programs with healing vocals/music at Awakening Yoni. Let her serve as your catalyst for change, as you step into your authentic leadership, awaken heart consciousness, embrace true vision, and unleash your innovative capacity. Together, we can create a ripple effect of positive change that extends far beyond ourselves. πŸ’–πŸ”₯🌟🌺



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